Crossing The Water

Crossing The Water

I learned to sleep alone, my back to the wall
To murmur there unheard against the rise and the fall
A shadow on the breath, all these fits and starts
A ghost in the machine - you made a man with all moving parts
Symptoms undiagnosed, a body under stress
Evidence new disclosed and a case that I make under duress
I worry that night will fall before I find my way home

Bombs falling in the night turned my ribs to coal
Dreams of balances, feather for a soul
You read me like a book and I start to think
That my skin’s turned to paper and my blood to ink
Words run down the page, make the margins black
A weight of your shoulders and a metaphor that’s breaking my back
I worry that night will fall and all that I’ve built will be gone

Go find a hill before the flood comes
You show your fear, I’ll show you dust
What little I can hold in these arms
Is all that I will carry with me

I learned to sleep alone, my back to the wall
To murmur there unheard against the rise and the fall
Now the wind’s picking up - a storm in my throat
If no man is an island then keep me afloat
And tie me to the mast, I’ll pilot these straits
I hope it’s true what you said: that they also serve who stand and wait
I know that the dawn will break and all this will be said and done

© T Ashworth 2018